My name is Dave, I Live near Detroit in Michigan USA, Im not really sure what to put here, A good russian friend of mine suggested i do this, I have a wife named Maryanne who is 20 years my senior, when i met here we fell in love and my goal was to care for her for the rest of our years, unfortunately it didnt work like that, I have become disabled three fold, I have an arachnoid cyst in my posterior fosa (google explains it) i have a shunt which was put in when i was born that is now broken in my neck, and i have foot drop, We have lost our house and now live in an apartment, and im just at my wits end, i feel like ive failed my wife, perhaps its just depression, maybe its the truth, i just dunno, i am admitting myself to the hospital on 05/07/2007 in detroit, i guess all i can ask is that u keep her in your prayers as she will be quite lonely and at age 61 still working (because i failed her) Boy i sat and thought long and hard about my next sentence, but the reality is, times are tough and will become tougher, if u can offer anything other than prayers, it would be greatly appreciated and properly used. The chance i wont come out of the hospital is not an expectation nor a probability, but is a real possibility depending if they have to go inside my skull and heart and such. I Simply dont know what else to write. please keep us in your prayers.